1. |
Hate
02:10
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Hate this world so we can die soon
Hate this world so we can die soon
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2. |
The Overdose
04:22
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Not that I cared in the first place
I've always wanted to die
I've always wanted to die
Everything is gonna be
Everything is alright
Everything is fucked
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is fucked
Heart race
To the end of the line
Disoriented
Dying like this feels too real
Look right through my eyes
Disguise hides my lies
I despise lives too
Don't help me up when I'm falling
To the fucking ground
Move on
As I take my life
Don't help me up when I'm falling
To the fucking ground
I've had enough
Everything is gonna be
Everything is alright
Everything is fucked
Everything is gonna be fucked
Can all of this harm just put me to sleep?
Nothing is alright
Can all of this harm just put me to sleep?
Can all of this harm just put me to sleep?
Nothing is alright
Can all of this harm just put me to sleep?
Look right through my eyes
Disguise hides my lies
I despise lives too
The skies lies hides allies who die wise
Look right through my eyes
Disguise hides my lies
I despise lives too
The skies lies hides allies who die wise
How much longer do I have to live?
How much longer?
How much longer do I have to live?
I've always wanted to die
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3. |
Hospital Bed
04:38
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I fear it won't be too long till I'm gone
I fear till I'm gone
Can't figure out what went wrong
Why the fuck I don't belong
Everyone is dead to me
Soon, I will be too
Everyone is dead to me
Soon, I will be too
Everyone is dead to me
Soon, I will be too
Leave me to rest in a hospital bed
I can't stop seeing red
I want to rest in a hospital bed
Till the day I'm...
So replace my life with no life
Place me into the room
Where they won't see me struggling
Place me into the room
Where they won't see me struggling
I fear it won't be too long till I'm gone
I fear till I'm gone
At least I'm familiar with this worthlessness
I'll be here
Not that you'll need me
But I'll be here
I'll be here
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4. |
Suicide Watch
03:29
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Been awake for far too fucking long
Lived enough of this worthless life
To know that I don't belong here
There is no urge to die slow
Couldn't help myself
This is it
Can I do this?
Make it quick so that they can move on
Don't interfere
Suicide watch so that life won't end here
Sorry for what's been done
I thought I had hope but I have no one
Impatient patient
Sedate me
Take me! Take me!
I just want to die
I just want to die
How do I move on like this?
What's left of me?
What do I have?
I have nothing
I am nothing
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5. |
Bury The Past
04:06
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They'd only see when I rest in my fucking grave
They'd only see when I rest in my fucking grave
I'll bury the past
Because nothing was ever meant to last
Because nothing was ever meant to last
I can no longer be me
I can no longer be free
They don't care until they see you drop
They don't care
They don't care until they see you...
Until they see you drop
How can you love me, when I fucking hate me?
How can you love me?
I fucking hate me
I can no longer be me
I can no longer be free
So miserable with no one around
Just me myself and I
Learning to live in the background
What's the fucking point?
Ignore the path of blood that's been painted
It's more bliss than pain to heal unacquainted
What's the fucking point?
Everything I've seen
Made to wipe my memory clean
What's the fucking point?
They'd only see when I rest in my fucking grave
They'd only see when I rest in my fucking grave
I'll bury the past
Because nothing was ever meant to last
Because nothing was ever meant to last
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6. |
(Leaving The Hospital)
00:48
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7. |
Temporary Existence
03:36
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Restricted by my anxiety
Each day is the same
I can't be set free
The question keeps on taunting me
How is existence a possibility?
I keep observing from behind my eyes
I'm just a mind portrayed as flesh and bone
I miss the old days
But this pain still feels the same
I have no choice but to keep asking myself
Why do these walls feel like an endless room?
The walls keep bleeding red
And all the memories keep on scarring me
Endlessly
Trapped with walls
Bleeding red
Endlessly
I can't escape my mind
I can't escape the red room
Unless I end myself
But I still miss the way things used to be
Back before this room filled with anxiety
My life seems to make no sense
Trapped in a temporary existence
I miss the old days
But this pain still feels the same
I miss the old days
But this pain still feels the same
I miss the old days
But this pain still feels the same
I miss the old days
But this pain...
This pain still feels the same
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8. |
Untitled
05:03
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Deranged repetition to forcefully seek recognition
Molested thoughts sliding into this everyday program
Urges to deny the truth
Then move on
Go move on
I know there won't be another life
Completing me
I know there won't be another life
To abuse me... To abuse me
I know there won't be another life
Completing me
I know there won't be another life
To consume me... To consume me
Deranged repetition to forcefully seek recognition
Molested thoughts sliding into this everyday program
Urges to deny the truth
Then move on
Go
Why carve out a beautiful life
When we can starve to destroy our own well being?
Why carve out a beautiful life?
I'm sorry, this is how things were meant to be
The attempt on my life
I just had to find a way to neglect me
My fucking god, you wouldn't have to forgive me
I'd tear out their eyes
So they can't fucking see
My loved ones watching all the suffering
The suffering
The suffering
The suffering
The suffering
Bleed... then move on
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9. |
(Many Years Later)
00:50
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10. |
A Beautiful Day To Die
04:44
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In the end I lay on this bed
Tied to the machine
Injected with morphine
This was everything
Didn't have anything
Wasted years that depression would bring me
Forward towards the blurred
Nothingness I've preferred dearly
Leaving sincerely
Tied to the machine
Leaving sincerely
A simple digit on the death toll to be forgotten
In the end I lay on this bed
Tied to the machine
Old, cold
Morphine
Dead... Gone
Drop down
Drop down to this dysphoria
Through time we finally leave euphoria
Through time we leave euphoria
Drop down
Drop down to this dysphoria
Through time we finally leave euphoria
A simple digit on the death toll to be forgotten
This was everything
Didn't have anything
Wasted years that depression would bring me
Forward toward the blurred
Nothingness I've preferred dearly
Leaving sincerely
Tied to the machine
Leaving sincerely
A simple digit on the death toll to be forgotten
In the end I lay on this bed
Tied to the machine
Old, cold
Morphine
Dead... Gone
In the end I lay on this bed
Tied to the machine
Completing me
In the end I lay on this bed
Tied to the machine
Completing me
Tied to the machine
Completing me
A beautiful day to die
A beautiful day to die
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