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Suicidal (ft. Casey Tyson​-​Pearce of AngelMaker)

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lyrics

Don't fucking ask me why I don't care to exist.
All lives of endless suffering hit a cold fucking dead end.
Body to hang lifeless.
When the suicidal thoughts creep, I exist in the distance.
No purpose or emotion to fulfill. Suicidal distress.

It's okay... the need to die!
Can you see with the blood in your eyes?
We are all fucked... the time is passing us by.
Can you see with the blood in your eyes?
We are all fucked...
The flesh we wear, the blood we cry is all known to be a lie.
Unheard prayer to the sky, before this final goodbye.

Don't fucking ask me why I don't care to exist.
All lives of endless suffering hit a cold fucking dead end.
Body to hang lifeless.
When the suicidal thoughts creep, I exist in the distance.
No purpose or emotion to fulfill. Suicidal distress.

Buried under earth so wretched.
Decrepit from your years of poison.
Praised by the ever hungry worms.
β€˜Til all that’s left is this hell.
Bury me.
Decomposing, your evil unfolding.
Bury me, blood on your hands, you’ll never be free.

I feel your fear to face the darkness within.
Cling to this dissociation.
There never was a means of revival.
No soul to witness your wrath.
Ruthless undertaking.
The blood is on your hands.

When the suicidal thoughts creep, I force them into my head.
Into my head. Into my head. Into my fucking head, until I'm fucking dead.
When the suicidal thoughts creep, I force them into my head.
One by one, until I'm fucking dead.

All I seek is timeless sleep.
This is how things were meant to be for when I'm gone.

And to the loved ones that might miss me when I'm gone...
I've been waiting...
I've been waiting to die for far too long!

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from Nylist, track released May 8, 2020

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